what should i believe in?
could it be religion,
a thing i was raised with,
but now i question,
ironically,
religiously.
what do i believe in?
could it be in nothing,
and no-one,
thinking that we are
mere mortals,
and there is nothing for us after this.
what can i believe in?
when the god i have been told
loves us all,
shuts out so many people,
for their wants,
their desires,
their love
what is left to believe in?
i guess only myself,
and what a terrible
terrible weight
that feels.