I look at him,
He looks at me back,
I turn away. Thinking,
What made me love you.

We sit next to each other.
I look to my side and smile.
While he smiles. Back.
Pathetic.

It’s 12:56 A.M.
He comes up to me.
I stay calm.
He asks me something.
Leaving me in tears.
I give him an answer.
My heart feeling crushed.
All my emotions. Hidden.
Beyond a simple, strong smile.


I laugh at myself. Of how
Foolish
I was.
And
Why I am like this
Today.