My Joy, My Pride
Love, Safety, and Happiness,
My love for her is immense and full
Her hate, Her loathing
Anger, Manipulation, and betrayal
Once we loved, Now she uses,
Uses Like a child with a toy,
I happily take this torment,
Pain, Regret, Frustration, and the cold chill of her words,
The more I cry, I kick, I scream into the void for her love to once again envelope me into its warm embrace,
The Cold, Frozen, Ice of her words
They trickle and slide down my arms and down my wrists,
with the blood, the only warmth I get,
the warm blood after each cut of her words,
It falls to the floor,
Just as I do,
For her I'd give my soul, my heart, my entire world is hers,
My sweet lover, you have broken my pride, my will, my mind.
You have squandered my gifts,
But love you I do, Miss you I do, Forgive you,
Forgive you I do, despite the pain,
Despite it all,
The pain and the hate, the tears and the blood I've shed,
My Love is as true as Your Hate
I scream!
I Cry!
My tears and my blood, fall like the ice of your belittlement,
I hate you, I love you, I miss you, I need you,
I scream it all into the darkness!
My Love, My Pride, My Joy,
Its all for you and only you,
You are my world,
My cold, empty, broken world,
Your frozen Stare holds my blade,
my blood shale please you
Our once unbreakable love,
Our bond,
Our happiness,
Our future,
Do you forgive yourself?
The pain you cause?
My heart is forever yours,
My Love never fading,
My blood forever dripping, dripping, dripping,
Dripping to the floor,
Just as before,
The chair,
It falls to the floor,
I scream your name,
as I take my final breath.
My Love shall never die,
as the blood falls to the floor,
it paints the chair,
My dear lover,
                                                                                 I Am No Longer Yours