I feel like that I feel isolated for my whole life, can't think of a way out, I get out for a little but, But I am stuck for a long time.
I want to be free, people thinks of me fighting my demons, but I don't know, I feel more like I am fighting myself, wants to be free from my problems.
I have problems that I am afraid of... feel abandon, losing everyone that I love, everything that i need in my life, is my lover.
I am afraid that he will leave me, I feel like that i will have nothing left, then after that their things that I don't want to do, I am just tired of feeling isolated.