I want to **** myself,
But, I want to see myself do it.
I’d be so proud!
Oh how I finally got the nerve to do it..
I will be gone,
and it doesn’t actually matter...
You see some people will be relieved and others sad,
But, they will get over it.
Their lives will carry on.
And they will soon forget about me.
They will soon forget about the girl that tried to please everyone.
The one who would always be there for others, and who would always show love and compassion towards others,
Because, well, that’s all she ever wanted.
You see she didn’t want money, nor luxuries, instead, she just wanted to be loved and appreciated.
Maybe the love that she needed wasn’t from others, but herself.
She just wanted to be clever, and beautiful.
She just wanted to get somewhere in life.