Every second your gone, is another moment I'm broken
You set like the sun, up over the ocean
I miss you more than you'll have a chance to know
Blew a thousand chances and I can't stand to let this go
How can I handle what it is I've lost
I'm not a father but your a son to a dad with his back to a cross
I know I'm no savior but who knew the wager of loves final sin
Lost control of my behavior now this anger puts the final nail in
All my vitals fail as I find I've failed him
He was the only love that ever truly loved this man that I am
And I'm so far out of touch with who it is I am
Cause all of this love is just a moment to them
But all of my love is an emotion I could never pretend
And all that i want is one more moment I can put in my head
With a kid only six when his mother lead him to death
Cause he don't exist unless my eyes quit
And my mind gives him breath
All of these dreams seem sick when a kid only six has a slit and blood drips down his chest
And this is what I get a sick trip to sit with the dead
Yeah this is what I get when my eyes close and I'm alone on this bed