Let me ask you
have you ever done anything in your life that
you could say with absolute certainty was an act of free will?
Adapting to become a member of society is the same as being brainwashed, to function within the group
you have to meet certain expectations
meanwhile you have no idea who created them

Tell me within your brainwash restrained psyche
what do you value the most?

If its a twist of fate it makes no difference
eventually another possibility will arise when you least expect it
and it will sweep your feat out from under you
If you only focus on the future things like this will happen
thats why you fail

Nothing is ever truly decided
birds sometimes fall out of the sky
and sometimes it snows in April
Everything is uncertain, nothing is unnatural

little failures add up...till disappointed, they give up
The bug growing inside you will one day determine you're fate
and chances are you will die from it

A rush of words for a spring of capital truths

Even if it snows in April when spring eventually comes the warmth will only cause it to melt.It will never accumulate.