This woman I love is as toxic as they come
But I spent too much time overdosing to see better
That in reality I deserved so much more than one letter
Showed her nothing but love
Yet she gives none back only takes my love for her own joy
Telling me she’s loves me when with another boy
When I show my true feelings for what she does
Says she wants me for herself and that no one should have me
Yet she gives her body to others fulfilling her desire
Returning to me only when she requires validity
All she does is blame me for something I can never become
I will never be her pride and joy
Because her love is so toxic that it throws me to the void