you have me caught on Your line

when You reel
i’m dragged with You
but not without Your uncertainty

when You give
i “relax”
but not without my pained excitement

how could i relax
when every moment of You is filled
with more       than any other moment i’ve
been alive

You’ve  lived like this
since You felt me pull
i’ve lived
since i felt You pull

but what if You
can’t see me through the waves
what if i’m not the one
You were asking for
what if You weren’t looking for something
on Your line at all