I have a boy right now

He gives me the love I secretly wanted
even though I thought love didn’t exist
when we ended.  

It’s that first love
that hurts so much
that makes you miss being
stupid
but
in love.

The happiness
you brought
a little taste of that
please.

No proper goodbye;
no “see you later”  
no “text me when you get home”.
Just let me say goodbye
one last time.

A goodbye to the feeling of home
A goodbye to the feeling of love
A goodbye to the feeling of trust
A goodbye of the feeling of you.