From 12356 to 3 it numbs me fills me but this is to free me so that I don't let it freeze me Keep mentioning this Dayton hell hole hoping no ****** kills close to home but it does It goes and it spreads and this love hoping to heal hasn't stuck in their brains but it will It will It will This love will heal I remember puking mac and playing games trying to ride Sam while I'm making friends Cooking some eggs for pj in the mornin just wishing I could never go home again But we rack back and I leave again we rack back and I come again and rack back to the circus track again We’re learning to breathe and walk again but in my home I'm suffering I choke on ribbon while we’re partying In my dreams we die I think And I think I am your shrink And my shrinks your god you speak of me you think of him it's all the same we are the sin I am the daughter you are the son we are each other it's already done I love and live and feel this way but because of you I stray today or maybe the thoughts the opposite it’s all me burning me It's all my doing its all on me the negativity is killing me but it still falls back on you you you.