To ride the subway clutching half dead roses in a paper bag is to know that shadows have weight, light has gravity and geometry exists in algorithms of pain, that sadness is a reflection of the loneliness of space and time.
Even the sisters under the MTA map, one cradled in uneasy sleep in the cleft of the otherβs shoulder, the woke one staring mournfully ahead as the cab lights alternate between jaundice station hues and tunnel blacks, are aware that they are moving grave stones.
The lovers awkwardly kissing in the next seat, her eyes slightly open not meeting his gaze, their heads tilted so far their faces misalign, exist in the uncertain promise of intimate connection.
A woman stealthily smoking nooses of ash steps on, cradling a crying cup of coffee, while an old man with a cane holding a rattling tin of coins blindly exits to the platform.
At the top of the exit, the nearest brownstone has a family gathering to take a clan photo, their impatient gazes exposing the micro spaces between their existence and their own lonely thoughts.