19 trips around the sun I have conquered 6,935 days burnt caramel skin hiking the nights where I thought I would never reach Everest. Lists of trials and tribulations laced through my pantyhose another trip all the way home. Awake with the owls scribbling poems and sketches of the singing animals. The buzzing of the bee kissing the nectar of the new morning. Another rebirth. Another step closer until this Arie burning goddess can caress the sun. A full embrace fire passion meeting star. I have a star. In a universe bigger than me or any problem. I am a star. Learning how to love and lift the flowers in all gardens. Planted in all different soils but still will be sun kissed by my sugar lips. A year of another chance to full bloom. My petals open wide to possibilities. A chance to unravel the hidden petals of my mandrake. To taste the juice of fruits I did not know existed. In a garden filled with wounded flowers I will choose to love and honor this Eden. To be a guru for those in need of energy healing. Using my garden therapy palms to bless the scared soil of every beaming brave being. Coating their petals with lavender dust. Relax my flowers I am here to love you down to your roots. A chance of courage. I am warrior here to take on the battle trips around my sun. I will hold you in my palms. Let your fire ignite my dreams into realities. Between sun and waxing crescent moon I will chant the seven chakras. Shout to my spirit guides to take me on this adventurous ride through the garden under the sea rocket ships to outer space. Until I can make all my flowers believe in this energy we hold in our stems waiting to breath. An inhale of tree and exhale of free. We are flowers. Dancing in the garden of life Illuminating in the art of self love. Be here with me in this very moment as we embrace the holy sun in gratitude. Thank you for forcing me to wake every morning to triumph the days into the sunset so that our fiery hearts can meet again every April 8th.