I tried to see the good in you, did I ever tell you that? I tried to see something new and wash away the past, just like you asked, do you remember that? Let me tell you the last time I believed that crap.

You were with my best friend on hands and knees, begging “please don’t remember me like this.” Well tough ****. All I ever did was everything you ever wanted, and this is how you repay?

And you wonder why we don’t speak the same way, oh never mind, I guess that’s my pain. You see I wish it was different, I wish all of these memories could be lifted, but how can they when the foundation of trust we built them on is shifted?

The worst part? You were the last straw, that final weight to break my heart and keep it closed off, but I can’t even talk, my words fail me every time they’re called on, and all I want to do is talk like we used to, but those times are gone.