Everyone around her laughs She smiles on the outside, But, On the inside she's clueless what am I doing? what's going on? Her parents think she is the sun Her friends think she is the light She thinks she's the rain, the calm before the storm Her true feelings, trapped Her true self, trapped. She laughs in public But alone she frowns Her thoughts spin and spin and spin Suicide Depressed Self harm She closes her eyes and it's black The color she feels on the inside. How can I go out? ....... ....... ....... The sun breaks through her shell. Her eyes are blinded underneath her eyelids. what's going on? Squinting She sees. Her family and friends stare at her. Chanting and cheering their love, their appreciation towards her. Her life is worth living. She's not done living. She hasn't even lived. They take her by the hand and through there, through the tight bond they formed, she finds the light from her darkness. Tears come down and she laughs. Never has she felt this. Overwhelmed, she starts breathing quickly. They stare at her with concern. Her heart constricts painfully. Can you die from being too loved? She smiles and feels at peace. Sirens Yelling Screaming Sobbing Crying She stares at them, don't cry she whispers. Everything stops. She takes one last breath and smiles. Outside You see her body go slack Her heart no longer beats She no longer breathes. Her house is quiet. Everyone trying to be quiet, Tryin to be secretive, Trying to decorate the house with balloons and cake and hats. Everyone giggles thinking she's going to be surprised. Happy birthday. No sound HAPPY BIRTHDAY Silence. They open her door. Sirens Yelling Screaming Sobbing Crying.