I’ve come to the realization. A grand opening to our situation. Understanding of fantasized eternalization. I design with expectation, So I can escape being present to invitation. Lost inside a fanciful destiny, Driven by the constancy to let go and be free. A mantra to breathe, Sink with the sea. Fearing the difference that change can release, Bound by this leash, Carving my flesh into a soul that’s diseased. But the infection bleeds the cure, Placing my journey at the helm of two doors. Forcing the hands of the dark and the light. Cowardice refrained by the mask in plain sight.