questioning the soul, questioning the mind. why did that girl have to have so many strokes? how skew'd is the memory? spirits, spirits on high for nigh recurrence - nihil remembrances. mention'd by name once. something wrong with the body. disconnecting from on high, disconnecting in a somewhat general sense. no straight lines in nature, no chaos in nature. get away from the species' mentality. chaos. c-h-a-o-s. chaos. chaos. species created word to organize the unorganized. straight line, polygon, order, chaos. time. species ingrain'd, call'd instinct. to file, to follow, to seek originality through unoriginality. thru the banal. memory warp'd, once could live. self-destruction and a thought of living life without affecting the choices of others. weakness. chaos. rambling. tryptamine influenced creation of language. showing teeth, trying to intimidate. trying to rise, a Jane of the Jungle form of archetype. the passionate, caring, forbearing, ape hunter. and lids sinking, closing off the soul of influence. struggling thru connections severed. those released from ******* by soul's recollections. by metaphysical muscle memory. weeping chaos, wailing order. finding null purpose in. in. of all things. all people, all purpose. knowing the worthlessness of well-chosen words. and gaining access, and trying to rise, and thirteen lines to stretch. thirteen to fill across.