It is so **** tempting to leave this place these pages and these faces just pack everything into my car and drive west for as long and as far as possible never stopping until I reach sunnier pastures when life is like broad street in rush hour traffic and I'm trapped stuck to street dividers it seems like a good idea to stick up my thumb and see where it takes me but I'm scared scared that whats out there will swallow me whole a forgotten poet penning his words on the inside of a whale and the truth is I've been running for a while now never moving anywhere