hurting caused by you is the worst kind of pain
and I never thought you would break your promises
but when they broke they took my heart with them
so I sit here and suffer in silence
as I question what is best for me
I love you like no other, but hate you more than ever
nothing hurts like the feeling of losing you
but my brain reacts the same way when I think of life with you
the love of my life shouldn't be the pain of my existence
yet here I am
stuck between so many options
wishing things never changed in the first place