I will make this clear, I will make it vividly so. I want to get away from you. From you, from them, from the whole sorry affair. For a reason so simple I cannot possibly make it clearer. Have the words of a man named Desmond Tutu:
"If you are neutral in situations of injustice, you have chosen the side of the oppressor. If an elephant has its foot on the tail of a mouse and you say that you are neutral, the mouse will not appreciate your neutrality."
I believe those words. I stand by them dearly. While the situation involved neither an elephant nor mouse, It was a situation in which a stand was there to take. You chose to take it in silence, in lies. As the mouse, I could not and cannot appreciate neutrality.
I believe there were no sides to take, simply a stand. You are able to appreciate the side of both parties, without taking sides. Rather than speak publicly, as is expected of your position, you Remained silent. You spoke, possibly in my defence, behind closed doors. I knew not your opinion, I merely knew the crumbs you threw my way.
The crumbs of friendship you felt would fill in the cracks. Crumbs are just that, crumbs. They merely distract for a short while. I was foolish, I took it in my stride, and believed to see the best in you. I haven't heard from you since. From any of you since. Silence speaks. You are weak and I am sorry for you. I cannot offer you a fifth chance.
I will forget you one day, though you won't believe it yet. You won't believe it or you will not wish to. Not you, surely? I appreciate the time we had but I realise the friendship was empty. It served its purpose and it has long since diminished. Long since. I offered countless opportunities, I waited and I waited, but no more.