all I can do is keep roaring on. all I can do is keep shaking floors when I dance. all I can do is watch my friends dance from the waist up in the car, all I can do is hold you like I can melt into your chest and hug your heart itself. all I can do is listen to mad music, music that makes me cry tears tinted red with rage at the injustice of a just god. all I can do is write alone in my bed, in my room in the right half of Maine, all I can do is keep living.