Eternal December.
The clouds explode and heaven cries.
Razor ice falls, cuts my skin.
I give crimson rain to the earth.
Rogue winds come, time falters.
Trapped in December.
I fall, the snow embraces me.
My eyes locked in oblivion.
My awareness filled with purgatorial nightmares.
Falling. Always falling.
Frozen memories of love and happiness.
Painful existence making itself aware.
Enslaved to my own mind.
Chaos beckons me to her *****
Living in an eternal December.