Leading led to me to being lost. I wanted success & didn’t know the costs. I wanted to put more here. I can’t explain what I feel. I can’t describe what I hear. I can’t find my pen. My heart is gone. My tears don’t fall & my rights are wrong. I can’t explain why I’m sad. I can’t explain what I’m missing now. Too many people need me, I can’t ever be selfish now. Big brother. Best friend. Boyfriend. Boss. I’ve been leading & didn’t know I was lost.