Is this love or is this hate,
How can I differentiate.


Sometimes I wanna hug you,
Then I remember what you put me through.

All the torture and the pain,
I wish there is something from it I gain.

All mixed up feelings,
Got me head-turnings.

I always thought you were the one,
But you made me feel like I am none.

Yes there were times you made me smile,
And yet there were times you made me scowl.

I didn’t need your fancy gifts,
I only needed your uplifts.

All the jealousy I had towards you,
It’s because I was afraid you’d leave me for someone new.

All the spent hours together,
I wish they wouldn’t have been just a picture.

This empty space inside of me,
Only you can fill it for me.

The loneliness I feel,
Is because you are now unreal.

Is this love or is this hate,
How can I differentiate...

                                               ­       G.A.