Kicking out against the sheet, trying hard to find sleep, I wake and wonder why when we fall we don't shy our eyes against the sky.
The truth, if ever there was one, is you find the ground when falling's done. To feel the earth below your feet, to wander empty city streets, to keep from flying when complete.
But to reach out toward the sky and soar imagine wanting that and nothing more. When we are young we could trade it all to fly. If asked the moon in return we would comply. To see it all, our world, from on high.
Whatever happens to this urge? Why dismiss it? Where is it's funeral dirge? I think it comes back to us in dreams. The little cracks in our lives between the seams. (Maybe it returns in our winter.) It lives on both ends of age's extremes. (As our minds begin to splinter.)
I hope old age finds me thinking of flying. Hoping to soar when I'm dying. I have to try to find that place, before I finish my solitary race, where I can reach above and hope to touch space.