Female now,
I feel it
I don't know how
Or if I fit
I put on a smile
Twist my hair
I change my style
And give off a different air
Now I'm male
A distinct feeling
No longer scared to fail
My confidence reeling
I laugh carelessly
Loud and bold
Everything so freely
A smile of gold
The gender slips away
And I am left agender
My feelings sway
My heart and soul so tender
I go about in a quiet way
The scenery I'm drinking
Throughout the day
Feeling and thinking
Both rush back
At the same time
It feels like an attack
Like a serious crime
I can't decide what to do
A wild aura erupts
I jeer and laugh right on cue
My sense of self corrupt
It's called genderfluid
I'm not confused
I decide to keep it hid
Because for it I'd be abused
My soul is not content
Living in one way
It needs more extent
And leave behind the cliche