I see you everywhere
I see you in the dark pits of my mind that fill with insecure thoughts and anxiety like  flooding waters.

I see you when I'm intoxicated and long to be touched by careless selfish hands that disregard my no's.

I see you in every mothers face who has neglected her son, and in doing so stripped him of his decency.

I see you in every melody that has ever been sang
I see you in every flower that blooms
Every smell, every smile, every laugh,
I see you, and oh how I pray to go blind.
Devoid me of these senses god so that what I once saw, I will see no more.