I was okay, and all of a sudden You hit my head
The weird thing is I think I don’t have a self-steam
And all this love for you is so genuine I don’t even care you didn’t treat me right
Wishful thinking that you would show up somehow with a million roses and balloons and tell me that you love me and can’t live without me  But that sure isn’t happening.
It’s over and It happened so soon. My head is in the clouds, I need my heart somewhere up there to, so this pain doesn’t feel so real.
Everyone says is for the best, he wasn’t the one. Why doesn’t my heart believe that?
I don’t remember the I love you’s on your voice. The last thing you said was that you wanted to be friends, I can’t not now, maybe not ever. Sure, maybe someday. I’m friendly with that ex that I swore I would never talk to ever again.
It’s been almost two weeks since I said goodbye and I just wonder when will the sun come out for me? When will there’ll be no more pain?
I want to remember the bad things, like those times you disappeared for days and didn’t say hello, you were so selfish to let go, while I was sobbing waiting for you to come home.
I think you wanted me gone and were doing all this to push me away. To find a way to get rid of me was treating me like ****.
Now, I am gone, alone.  Alone again, alone.
It’s so easy for people to fall in love, not me, and not with me.  I never heard you say those words.
Why am I so hard to love? I try to be a good person, to help people, to love people and I just don’t get the same in return.