i want your bad days to become my bad days and our bad days become our good days. i want to fall asleep to your kiss at night and wake up to you pulling me closer in the morning when we should both be getting out of bed. i want your hand on my thigh during car rides, i want you to sing whatever song is playing through your carβs speakers, tapping your fingers on my skin to the beat. i want your lips in my hair as you pull me into you on a chilly day, using each other for warmth. i want to hold your hand through grocery stores, parks, the mall, new cities we explore. i just want to hold your hand. i want to feel your smile on my lips when i kiss you, as if kissing me is the best thing you could ever possibly experience. i want you and iβm not ashamed of it anymore.