I believe in romance, in fairy tales coming true, I believe in people like you
I believe in love at first sight, and the perfect kiss, I believe that it doesn’t hurt to wish
But maybe things don’t always happen the way you want or need
Maybe things just are because that’s the way they have to be
Maybe everything really is for a reason, and what I did wasn’t in vain
And maybe there’s a reason that these feelings remain
There’s things I can’t tell you but how I wish I could
Things I cant articulate but I know I probably should
There’s these words, that no longer lack meaning
And this heart that has once again started beating
There are these signs that I should really read
Signs of hope and faith and love that I should heed
But then there’s my mind telling me to run away
Telling me to save myself before I get broken, or thrown away
And then of course there is you, and I’m lost
Because I don’t know what to do, and your heart is paying the cost
Im afraid of loosing you, but im afraid to be with you
Im afraid your words were just that and untrue
I believe in romance, and fairy tales, but I live my life in fear
I believe in love at first sight, and the perfect kiss, but all ive ever known are tears
I believe in you, and you believe in me, but im afraid of being happy
I believe in taking risks, and letting my heart go, but right now I just don’t know
I believe in running away, I always have, but you, you make me want to stay.
So I don’t know what to do, but my mind, its just keeps returning to you.
11/27/09