I just found out
That as of Tuesday,
My dad will be back in my life
We have a schedule planned out
1 month to get reacquainted,
And then into a new routine
I’m nervous
To see him after so long
After only ever thinking about
Seeing him again
But also
I’m excited
For him to be back in my life again
And I’m worried
That I’m going to cry
When I see him
At the restaurant
And make a fool of myself
But really,
All I care about
Is seeing my dad again