Not that I am upset with you, my dearest life
I am just a little tired.
Not that I wish to part our ways, my dearest life
I am just a little lost.
We have weathered so many storms together, you remember
I smiled at you at every pain that came our way.
You told me always, look ahead at the bright sunny day
We stopped, we thought a while and again started our way.

Not that you have always been hard to me, my dearest life
I am left just a little bruised.
Not that I cannot answer your innocent inquests, my dearest life
I tend to be just a little shy.
To live a life with you, I have always given and cannot give any more,
And now I am left alone in my own world, does anyone adore?
You taught me to be resolute yet human with a heart to forgive,
I did that, little knowing one day i will only have tears to give.

I do not want to look back counting the gains and loses i shared with you,
Neither I can be so naive to leave our smile aside our ways through.
We have walked long enough in our journey to be soulfully in oneness.
Which no power can take away however mighty its greatness.
As I say, not that I am upset with you in all fairness,
I am just a little candid of myself and this blankness.