March 31st

What have you done,
Many times I have seen heartbreak, I have seen sadness,
I have come face to face with the greatest darkness
In my bones and in my skin I have felt what it is to lose it all
But I have never seen this.

This is beyond what you can imagine
And there is moments, trust me, where all I want to do is storm into your room and scream from the top of my lungs,
Scream to your face,
Scare that hopeless romantic from within you and show you what you've done
This damage might be beyond repair and that terrifies me,
I can’t even go to bed anymore because I’m scared that there will be no tomorrow

If something happens to her, it will be my demise
And I would make sure that,
Before i burn out,
It’s also yours

Please be strong, I don’t know what to tell you nor what to do
Just, please, please, please hold on
Don’t let go
Embrace me with all your strengths
Because I will never let you go
But now I know that it might be even too late for that

There is nothing I can do to help her now,
I have come face to face with the greatest darkness
And not even that prepared me for what I’m seeing now
She is not even there anymore

**** you for taking her smile away
**** you for taking her sleep away
**** you for taking that laugh
**** you for taking those dreams
**** you for taking the reasons
**** you for taking that light
And may ******* you if you take her

Please, my girl, don’t cry
I k̶n̶o̶w̶ hope t̶h̶a̶t̶ everything i̶s̶ ̶g̶o̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶t̶o̶ will be fine,
I don’t know when, or how
Just, please, my girl, don’t cry