Forgetful
I know your name,
I do.
It's back, hiding 'round
a corner of my brain.

Why is it, why
I can't find my phone
I need it, alluding me...
Driving me insane!

I said that wrong word,
again.
Frustration, where is the
right word.
Where...

I zone out.
People talk.
But I don't hear.
I just stare.

People stare at me
sometimes.
They should.
Hot mess,
that I am.

Medically
prescribed.
Fibro fogged.
Pain... go away!
I feel ******.

So ******.
Heavy heavy heavy.
Bearing down.
Shoulders, holding
the weight.

My fight
brings on more.
The cure hurts.
I may break.
Meditate.

Calm and peace
allude me.
The pain breaks all.
The heaviness controls my world.
Fog controls word.

Trying, all the ways
to fight it.
Trying...is the word
Describing my life,
My world.