Ever since I met you
I wanted to forget you
Even though I knew it was never going to work
I still tried because I had my quirk

I made you my night and day
I had so many words, but they were all the ones that are hard to say

I saw you being so nice to me
I fell for you right away
You did things for me even without a plea
It's a shame that I didn't even give you a 'hey'
Because I was shy and I had so many words, but they were all the ones that are hard to say

Years went by and I couldn't speak a word
Because whenever I saw you my thoughts would just get blurred
Ooh you used to sit just within my eye sight
I would gaze at you and your one look would make my day bright

I wanted to have you without a delay
I had so many words, but they were all the ones that are hard to say

One day you came towards me walking so slow
Every single cell inside me started to glow
Each step of yours took my life away and my heart throbbed
I felt my dreams came true, peaceful nights which were robbed  
You gave me a smile
And my heart raced a mile
you don't know I had been waiting for this for ages
For my heart finally came out of its cages

Your words made me your prey
But I couldn't speak because I had so many words but all the ones that are hard to say

I wanted to shower you with so much love
My little dove
For you my heart ached
My own shyness made my heart break
I wanted to tell you how beautiful you are
I wanted to show you my scars
For in your presence I could be vulnerable
Oh your smile made my mind disable

I remembered you whenever I did pray
I had so many words but all the ones that are hard to say

So I gathered all the courage I had
Because my heart wanted you so bad
I uttered all the words I had kept
Tears from my eyes that I had swept

I showed you I loved you everyday
And you took it all anyway
For my love was deeper than the ocean and lake
For you deserved so much so I'll give more than you can take

But I never got the same love back
Because our religions were a major drawback
But still, I kept my hopes high
Because it was you, and I couldn't just give up without a try
Oh my darling I loved you so much you made me cry
Because it was you, my heart adored
I didn't mind crying sleepless on the floor

Believe me my angel I gave my everything and maybe you did too
But it just wasn't possible for us two

Thoughts of taking my last breath with you made my mind enchanted
Ooh my darling why did you take my love For granted?

You treated me so bad
Left me crying always
oh, so sad
I still loved you with all my heart all days


Finally one day you left
You stole every little drop of my love, what a theft
I treated you so well
What did I do wrong? Now I'd always dwell

Maybe I should have kept it to me
I had an ocean deeper than Pacific filled with my love for you
But you bled it dry
And now that ocean is filled with my tears because every night thinking of you I cry

Maybe I shouldn't have said anything
Maybe this wouldn't have happened
If I had just left the words in my mind's maze filled with hay
For I had so many words, all the ones that were hard to say

Nabeel AK