When you were young, You got a taste of it. Happiness. And it was pure. It was innocent. And it was the best You've ever ******* felt In your whole entire life.
It came in many forms.
Sledding with your older brother, In the mountains of magic Glittering snow That you would only grow To hate Over the years The back breaking, black ice ******* You had to salt and shovel Weeks on end Enough to wage a war With nature
But then, back then, You were happy with snow. Maybe even In love with it.
You got a taste.
Your favorite ice cream bar Every lick. Insatiable. Delicious. The perfect ending To a gorgeous summer afternoon. Of course, As the months peeled away You'd learn that Ice cream makes you fat And sugar is a disease Before you know any better You're counting calories And carbs And pounds And inches And everything becomes A ******* number Suddenly you focus so much On your body That you lose your soul
But then, back then, It simply didn't matter. You were only a kid. With a sweet tooth.
You got a taste.
Your mother's arms Warm, welcoming You could tell her any secret And she would fight off Every demon Chase the closet monsters away And craft a dream catcher For all those nightmares Then the days crack apart Your calendar flips over the decades And the woman with the title Mother Is nothing more than a stranger You can't even remember her age Anymore Torn apart by trivial fights Over mall money And curfews Mother? What mother? You have no mother, Only a **** with shared DNA.
But then, back then, It was blissful Her kisses were the only medicine You needed
You got a taste.
And now, You spend your whole life Searching for the Glitter in the snow And the heaven In the ice cream And the warmth In your mother's arms
But Everything is dull now But It's all bad for you But Her arms are six feet under
Happiness. You are a ****** You are addicted
And you will never get your fix
Because all you ever got Was a taste
Just enough to keep you searching But never satisfied.