My mind can't take anymore damages from her, I am tired of her giving me nightmares, My mind hurts when to think about it, I just don't know why life hates me that badly, What can I do to forget her when she scar me for life, Ever that that I seen a red car or anything red, My heart hurts and i don't know why, I been in more worse situations, but not like this, she played my mind too many times, i just heard voices in my head like it was her voice and just tell me to **** myself, My anxiety just raises up and i start panicking, she made my mind twisted.