I thought I understood this world,
I realize I don’t. I feel so lost in this world;
I feel captive like someone is holding me by my hair.
When I see someone walk by,
My body tenses up in fear like I have done something wrong.
Is it society doing this to me, or myself?
That’s the scariest question I have yet to answer.
What if its me? Its all my fault!
Oh my god, what if everyone else around me is normal?!
What if I'm captivating myself, and everyone is afraid of me?
I am so lost in my own mind, in this world, in our society;
Could I be the only one like this? There has to be someone out there.
Please help me. I am begging for a push, or a fix.