beautiful children. flowers in the sky. empty swings in the park. lollipop kisses cross your lips. my heart aches to be held by you. tears stream down my face like rain streaming down my window. I lost you. the leaves have fallen. there is purple in the sky. while time passes by, I sit in my room burning the roses you once gave to me. purple nightmares interrupt my dreams. butterfly dances cloud my thoughts. glass shortly replaces my heart. a yellow crayon lay on the floor... but a black star is on the paper. soon you will see, that I loved you truly. until you come back to me, I have a gun in my lap, the trigger waiting to be pulled...