shock throws you off balance and tears have blinded your eyes your lips are pursed, as if you're about to speak. just silence. his lips are moving, but you hear nothing. he's reaching for you, to tell you how sorry he is, but you feel no touch, no warmth of his hands, just shock. confusion is coming at you at light speed. it hits you and so does the hurt feeling in your heart. it feels like you've just been hit by a MAC truck.