Move back. The halls will be yellow at the high school, and the front office won't ever have changed. The sixth-graders who paddled down the Little Miami will have remained the same.
The hammock will sit stagnant, waiting for that push-- that shake and bake, that slap and tickle. A black lab rising up from the grave, smelly as all hell, will be there to greet you.
Ride a red spray-painted bike down deserted roads, see the same Mountain Dew bottle trash, and ageless hollerin' neighbors: the home-run derby crew.
Move back. Watch lonesome blues whittled away, and whispering softly, "it's not you, it's not you, it's not you."