an infectious cheer chokes me. drives hard the pulse of this moment this search for a way of telling you something more than i can see or hear and still gift understanding. to commune deeply to be seeming parts briefly realized and fulfilled until we part still reach me Alone within this palace again and savoring every short but holy breath i take in every nerve bending current afforded to tell me I'm alive. HELLO! I'M ALIVE! We ARE ALIVE!!! Shifting through the lonesome call of this connected-ness into the weightless fall. Letting go of this attentive quality we've cultivatedΒ Β here stretched, and named it remembrance. remnants saved for saving who we used to be inside of what we've become. a stretch of becoming. an instant succumbing to the unknown. thriving on the thin edge of mystery. this unfathomable awe in beauty that we can actually see dissolve this separation and BE Blissfully fully aware of the universal seeds spun within us. that i imagine must reach far beyond the veils ive not lifted. Somewhere so far beyond that it seemed I missed it. Crying in a joyous recognition of this flowing instantly knowing that i kissed it and meant it. held tight and gripped it saw the truth in its temporal dress and slipped it off and laid her bare as he never flinched just stood there before me asking if i'm smart enough to ask because they had stored the answers to everything. "you have the key," he told me "but the door is so well hidden that you'll never find it" then she took my head in her chest like she was pointing the way and said, "unless you do."