masculinity is a performance
of peacock tears swelling
over the lacrimal caruncle
only to be held from falling
onto the cheek
the bone dry-eyed grimace looks on
with its thousand peacock eyes
sashaying like a polaroid dick pic
shakes to color
this may never be removed
nor femininity; that accessible labyrinth
of deception is worn.
played out in so many lights, with
sleight of hand, tongue in cheek, acrobatics,
and soliloquies - a brilliant show
though hardly scripted
or scripted well - laughing as she cries
and hiccups, putting on every outfit
from her closet in layers then
stripping out of them.
take it off
the play of self and identity
that divides and conflicts