I'm leaving today I'm not coming back I'm sorry it's so sudden But I can't take it anymore Everyone tried to help But nothing works I can't tell my friends They worries too much And I love them too much I can't tell my mom She'll lock me away As if I'm not already a prisoner A prisoner in my own mind Locked away Where no one can find me No one will ever understand How I feel Or what it takes out of me I can't tell anyone How many sleepless nights I've endured over the years Or how many times I've cried in my room Not daring to make a sound In fear someone will hear That they'll find out what I've been hiding So goodbye Because with some luck I wont be coming back.