love has betrayed
her once more.
her thoughts cloud
with terrible things.
rusty razors blades;
hanging from the
exotic orange
extension rope;
sleeping pills so
she’ll never wake
up again.
scars on her
wrist shine like
white burning stars
in the hot steam
of the shower.
tears fall.
memories invade.
everything hurts.
light has become
darkness,
and all happiness
has evaporated
into thin air.
when will it be
back and grab
her by the hand
to take her away
from all of this?