All the people I was ever closest to turned into ******. Not the attractive, successful, popular type, but just the opposite. The desperate, self loathing, "tell me you love me" type who can't find anyone to be happy with because they're just as unhappy with themselves as I am with them. And they're stitched together, made up of everyone else's personalities. So while they go publicly finger each other, I'll be here, betrayed and bitter.