By. Lauren

When my planner is full I feel alive.
When my planner is full I have a purpose.
When my planner is full I never actually get to any of my goals.
It's just when my planner is not full the spaces are engulfed in the words "don't **** your self" when my planner is empty I feel worthless.
When my planner is empty I don't want to write another poem.
The plan of my life seems to have a grater impact than the years I have lived.