There's a promise to Him that I'm keeping. The standards are that I won't be the one seeking. So if it were to be, let him, instead, come to me.
But this is a promise I've not told to anyone I know, new or old. And when I briefly mention "I can't", they all go off on some kind of rant.
Why can't they understand that I can't say? Why is silence so difficult this way? There's a promise to Him that I'm keeping. Perhaps it's also a secret that, with me, is sleeping.