No matter how my day goes, I find myself ending up here. It's past midnight and I'm sleepless like every other night. No matter where I go, I find myself looking for you in every word and every sad song. It's terrifying, how you managed to consume every single thought in my mind and made it all about you. No matter how hard I try, I find myself running through the old scars you've left on me. It's 3 AM and all I think of is the way you used to run your fingers through my hair, the way you took my breath away each time you looked at me and how you were both my heaven and hell. No matter where I leave to, I find myself back at the same place you've left me and with the same ghosts that haunt me.