Was listening to a playlist spotify made for me and a song he showed me showed up. It's a good song but he ruined it. Opposing sides, one says, no listen to it and rock out to it, show you don't care, that he means nothing to you, other side responds, but he does. Feel pathetic, why does it matter, why do I let people control me, it's stupid. Wish I could talk to my friend but what would I say. Its dumb, really I let a stupid song get to me. Why should I burden him with something so silly. But I know it isnt silly. I'm stupid, no reason to be upset. I'm strong. I'm weak. I cant take it and I'm upset. I have full reason to be upset, he wronged me. Why do I care though, why must I care. My stomach hurts I cant think straight. I need my friend now. I wonder if he needs me.i wonder if its selfish that I want him to so I dont seem so pathetic for needing someone. I want to take the song off of my library but when I go to do it, a voice goes, aren't you strong? Prove it. Taunting, taunting. What to do. This is ridiculous, it's just a song.
So delete it.
So keep it.
What to do.
Who cares. It's just a song.